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Some people are just disturbing.
Shoo shoo!!!

Life's no fair, said Bill Gates.

Ishk. The paper was unfair.

Study like what the hell. Who's really care?

Those who might just wish to pass their paper and ceating/plagiarism throughout the college life, Go hell and rotted! I give a god damned F to y'all. Shame on you. Enough said. Karma will come back to you. Cos I don't wanna pass but I want get many A(s), I want to go bestest Uni, and I want to be success one day.

I'm too stupid. I should just blanked the paper and throw it to the ground, get up my seat and leave the hall.

I'm so sad. I get irritated and I can't concentrate my study.

I want whom cheated in exam hall that day bow to me one day in future, cos you all owed me a "sorry".

:,(

hi i am bored. Rushing for tones of assignments like no day and nights. God syabas tantan!! *new nickname given by Nonoi*

& Syabas again, I found I wrote "Externalism's Principle" in Moral paper, yet supposed as " Existentialism's Principle ".  I hope that Taylor's lecture won't kill me when I meet him in class. Wahahahahha. XD

Two down. Presentation this Friday is the show time. *where can I get pirate costume? sobs* Cos i heard Kenzie will dress up like a super handsome pirate o.0 Tsk!! Jealous okay. lol. Nevermind I love you and I love Sue.

I think Moral is my favourite subject in this short semester. hahahah. Cos I've learn one of the moral theory that we have the rights being selfish (or egoism). I not trying to say being bitchy and withcy are good. I just can't stand some people accused me bad in this and that. aw so funny. Yet they're same, just like me. Especially to the older. lalalallalalalalalal....*I am in the business of misery, let's take it from the top. Hate me. But i'm with the biggest smile :D* So, what?

wahahahahhaha.... Yea i am bored. lol. I've repeated this gazillion times in my heart&mind. Ngekss.

If asking me what's my religion, I think am just a hard core fans of the theory of  Law of Attraction & Karma. How I hate study the religions chapter (Moral)? Haix what for praise the God idk.  It just so difficult to me trust/believe the delusion. At least I tried & I found that's hard. Bullcrap like that. So, mum hate me. I'm irritating :( Syabas Tantan.

Yo to Mr. Henry~ you ar you, HOW MUCH YOU (L) ME????? Tell me. =) hahahahahahahhah.

&& Everyone go watch, go watch [ IRIS ] !!!! Go, support my TOP.

&&& BigBang's new song : [ Halelluyah ] real stunning, seriously. Wheeee.

Arigato kozaimazda.

Kay I'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. Dizzy, oh yeahhhh I'm falling, i'm falling, falling, falling!

Switch to : Thunder by Boys like Girls.

Hello i feel so bored and restless. I just had a sudden urge to open this entry. Just so y'all know. I have to finish my assignments, min 4000 words for movie study and moral study. Movie study over ald. *crap crap* & that's why you can see me writing/screaming/ranting here. lalala. Applied microbbioly lecture notes hav finished till chapter 3 and I seriously dread studying. Actually I don't hate the subject, but I hate assignments. When I finish one assignment paper, there will definitely need to start over another paper. Haix. "Be optimitic" becomes my motto nowaday. Okay, the nest few tasks would be:
1. Research paper for Malaysian study,
2. Applied microb lab report (bout waters thingy, hey our mineral water also contaminated bacteria lehhh wth),
3. H1N1 research paper, and
4. Genetic engineering&Rec DNA research.
So currently i'm in the midst of preparing for next two months examination, that would probably decide whether my this two years college education have gone to waste :( Hell yeah I can't promise I can get I want. *sobs* well, I shouldn't have here, I know. & I decide to post an entry a week rather daily, cos i think FB / MSN could take over the task of blogging since my life is just boring like that. Right?

But why am I here? Heh. I came across something really great to share with y'all. Well, almost.

Isn't healthy to have an obsession towards too many things.
No matter what they are, when you have this longing for it when you're not near it, I think it is not good. Gosh that's me currently addicted to various random stuffs and this making my life harder. I I feel super suffocated. To be thinking of it all the time.To have my mind at a different place from where my body is. I know, people would say, "practice self control". But there are a lot of things that are easier said than done. Everyone is different in their own ways. Easy for you, hard for me ;( so sad. *breaths in out*

I'm pathetic
I have never ever celebrates Halloween in my entire LIFE! Never ever gone for trick/treating and I don't know anyone staying around me to do so. If I just knock on some random housedoor of my nieghbors' and say TRICK-OR-TREAT, they might think I'm crazy. Oh great. I saw many people working in TPM wearing with their Hallo costume. They even did the creepy facial make-up. Nevermind. Still got chances to have this celebration next year :) I'M VERY OPTIMISTIC ONE. :) :) :)

I'm actually very sad.
Due to some issue we had. I din't really know if you understand me or try to listen me. I mean textbooks wise. Ignore me. This i know I'm a super random person. I cannot write well, a perfect standard of writting skill is nearly impossible. hey there's random stuffs in my head: Greenbow, Alabama, school buses, Somali Pirates, etc are stucking there.I think this is post-researchpaper illusion. Sigh again. I don't how to make my life to have fun and chill out with my friends. When those STPM dudes told me, how they're enjoying the pre-stpm life right now. I feel so jealous to them.  T___T Okay, sorry, this paragraph is totally a bullcrap. feeling so left-out today.

Movies I wanted to watch badly.
[[ __Phobia 2 __ ]]
which i think it can scare me to the max. I watched its trailer by Sue's laptop and that's super scary I can say.

Song of the day
Best of me by Sum41

To people have taught me something (so far;)
To:
lamkoonzee (who taught me how to laugh out loud like nobody's business),
Nonoi (who taught me how to do presentation with confident),
Syai (who taught me the lame "heartbreaker" dancing),
Elfha (who always accompany me whenever I'm alone),
Sue (who taught me how to customize/fix Mozilla firefox's add-on),
Yaya (you're destined to die together with me, adik!),
Yx (who taught me all the phrases of "chimagen", "u got problem ar  *insert your name*", "chow" and to love & not hate),
Jh (who taught me a great deal about love and shop for branded stuffs),
Yoke (who taught me how to hit people, really pain woi and how to be really hyper in front of your idols),
KM (how to be really hyper everyday, nice and bad at the same time),
Eva (who always remind me how to become a good wife and marry with a smart,rich bobby),
foo (even a girraffe can be cheerful and nice and an english philosopher), 
Charlene (who taught me Skype is better, more smoothly than MSN is),
EmoYong (to stay happy together with Jh and who taught me how to mat rempit in future when I got my driving lesen),
Calvin (who taught me how not to give up my dream and all that),
Alvin (who's a biology freak and the noble price winner in future ),
Sharon (who taught me there is never too late to start saving your money),
Vic (who taught me how to act like a fishmonger),
YB (who taught me how to freak-people-out ).
&&&&& my QING AI DE, SM (who taught me so much things I think I can cry, bad and good,& holds a very dear place in my heart)

Oh well, I should stop sitting in front of the laptop for fear it might explode later. Or that I should just leave it alone despite it wanting to explode or not, to go and continue my report. buayyyyye. xoxo.

Gosh. Everything just doesn't seem right !!!

:(